Monday, July 12, 2010

If.......

If I don't finish my laundry room this week, I will literally scream!!!!
If I don't get the carpet on my stairs cleaned, I will go nuts....
If I don't finish decorating my newly painted living room, I will feel as if everything is out of order!
If my basement isn't finished soon, I will quite possibly loose any sanity I have left....


As I look around me, I notice all of the things that are so undone. Half completed projects here and there. Little things that add up to a lot of frustration. How am I supposed to keep the home running if so many things are incomplete? Is there a point where it all becomes too overwhelming? I feel as though I am there. I've slowly been hacking away at things here and there, but when I took a step back today to look at the big picture I realized there is so much left. When it finally started to look like I was making progress, I saw that I had only chipped away just a bit. My dream scrapbook room is just within reach, but seems so far away. I have twenty things ahead of it on my list of projects to complete.

At this point, I am beginning to wonder if I will ever get it all done. Will I ever have a home I can just sit in and enjoy? Will there ever be a time that I just don't have a pressing project? Why, oh, why is my house torn into a million and one pieces right now???? Okay, maybe it's not that bad and the drama queen side is showing through, but it really feels that way....

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