Thursday, April 25, 2013

Stuck

There are things I am still struggling with as this weight loss thing progresses.

Never in a million years did I ever think that so many people would be interested in my "story" or what I'm doing. I really appreciate everyone who has emailed, texted or commented to ask specific questions. If y'all ever have anything you want to know, just ask. I'm an open book.

I am completely excited about getting new clothes for my smaller size. Now that I am buying a few things here and there, I realized my closet is just too small. I'm considering kicking my husband out of it and just taking over the whole thing. I don't think he'll be thrilled... 

No, in all honesty I'm beginning to struggle with the whole clothes/closet space thing. I am absolutely terrified to get rid of all of my bigger clothes. These things just hang off of me, but I'm scared that one day I'll need them again. I've lost weight before and then gained it all back and then some. I'm afraid this isn't all real.

I pulled everything out of my closet that was just too big. It's sitting in a pile on the floor until I get brave enough to do something about it. I'm trying to pump myself up to just donate them all. I'm fighting the urge to box them up and put them in storage. I'm secretly praying my husband gets mad that they're in the floor and just takes them away.

Seriously, I struggle with this. My big clothes weren't overly expensive. They were all pretty much given to me since I was in denial and refused to buy bigger clothes. Why can't I just let them go??

I am so struggling with these last five pounds. On my goodness....they are the absolute hardest! Every morning I wake up and weigh and that blasted scale is still stuck for crying out loud! I feel like I'm being so dang good with everything and see nothing for it. That's just plain wrong. I eat clean, I drink water like I need to, and I am getting more active. Seriously?!?

So there's all my weekly struggles with this whole weight loss thing. If that ticker on my blog doesn't move down a little more sometime soon I am going to get a little crazy here....These are the times that I constantly rely on those Before and So Far pictures I keep preaching about.


Thank goodness for those reminders....

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