I have roughly one month to whip my behind into the best shape of its life. While Ryan's oldest children were here we focused on having fun and enjoying their summer vacation. I admit that I didn't focus a whole lot onto changing my body, but I did maintain while having fun.
We are a little over a month away from our beach trip. I am absolutely determined to have better pictures than the first time I took Caleb to the beach.
Those before pictures are engraved in my mind. I don't simply want to show a difference this time around. No, I want to completely blow those pictures out of the water.
At the time I can vividly remember sitting on the beach dreaming of a day that I could wear something other than a maternity swimsuit. I think I was more in love with the idea of feeling comfortable in my own skin. I've never known what it's like to walk down a beach and not be ashamed of my body. I've never felt that joy and I have this unbelievable need to have that.
I don't need to be model thin or gorgeous. I just want to play on the beach with my two favorite guys without worrying about being mistaken for a beached whale.
So it's time to buckle down and see what I can do with a month's time.
Wish me luck!