When I started this whole lifestyle change, it seemed like there were several ladies doing the exact same thing. We were all figuring it out together and I was just amazed at the whole weight loss blogging community.
Something shifted... Something just changed.
Slowly some of the regular ladies I read about daily and who commented around here got awfully quiet.
Over time there have been more and more. I really felt like I knew some of these sweet ladies. I mean, I cheered for them when they accomplished something big. We encouraged each other when we struggled.
Some days I look around at my Bloglovin' feed and realize things are changing. Some of those sweet ladies have lost sight of the healthy lifestyle.
It's tough to put into words how that makes me feel. I feel like some of them have just stopping fighting for something they dearly wanted. I keep wondering... Am I next? Will that happen to me?
I think that's my biggest fear at this point.
I feel like I've just maintained since our September beach vacation. All of the anticipation leading up to that moment....all of the hard work I put into setting things right...I never stopped long enough to prepare for the after. I never thought about where I go from here. I know deep down I am not content with stopping here, but I've also lost some of the momentum as well.
Hopefully in the coming weeks, I can rediscover what it's all about. Hopefully some of my blog buddies will do the same.