Someone's gotta talk about it....
One of my husband's favorite parts of me is my behind. He's shameless about it. Me? One of my least favorite parts of myself. Go figure....
Do you even know how difficult it is to find the perfect pair of jeans when you have a bigger behind???
Everything fits in the waist and legs, but not the booty.
Or it fits my butt and there's this bigger gap in the waist.
With the weight loss, it's getting so much better though. Slowly, it's becoming more proportionate. I blame the Zumba.... You can't tell me all that shaking isn't working!
So.... I totally realize those two pictures don't look like the same person. Butt (ha...), I promise it is me in both. You can search back on the blog to see the original before picture.
Sometimes I'm still shocked at the difference. I don't know what I expect in my mind when I keep thinking about 90 pounds lost. But the reality of looking at the pictures.... It's a totally different feeling. I've left the old me so far behind it isn't even funny.
In my mind I see two people... Chubby Wendy was so different. She was moody, lazy, unhappy, unmotivated by anything, felt ten years older than she was, and only cared about her child.
I'm passionate about so many things in life, I have all this energy to focus on myself and loving my family, I'm rarely sad or lazy, and I've got this huge feeling of wanting to really live. I want to experience things, make a difference in the world around me, and enjoy every moment that I can. I feel a whole lot younger than I actually am and I am free.